How long does this feeling never existed in my life? Is okay. Stay positive.
God might have certain reason of doing that. Therefore, keep calm, chill.
Not a big deal to lost a friend.
And from this, I have learnt that,
The more you are having now, the more u would lost. So, appreciate the simple and little friendships, perhaps it might be the long lasting one.
There are much more reason for us to smile, do not feel sad, or bad towards a little single small things. It wont kill. Stay calm.
Fight till the end.